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[Dec. 27th, 2009|01:38 am] |
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Near death car accident & Grams' death in two days. People lying in hospital & more uncalled-for accidents with the love ones. Im afraid. I wish everyone safe, so i wont need to cry & be sad for anyone. If i die, celebrate my time in this life. Rmb me.
i love you
ziwei
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[Dec. 26th, 2009|02:52 am] |
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Merry christmas, happy one year (:
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|04:54 pm] |
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 its always good to recieve surprised LOVE from home.. thankyou you soo muchh.. XD  HAPPY CHRISTMAS!! :) |
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[Dec. 24th, 2009|01:16 am] |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2009|12:17 am] |
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MERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY CHRISTMAS, IM NOT DONE WITH MY SHOPPPINGGGG. IT'S SO CROWDED OUT THERE, I HATE THE FREAKING CROWD. FROM PS TO WHEELOCK, ZOMG. I'M GOING TO SEE SIGGYWIGGY, GERMAINEYEOXIAORONG, CHARLENEXAO, JAIMEYONG, CRYSTALKHOOSHIHUI, NICOLSHALIN, JOYLAU.
:D
HEH, BABY BOUGHT MY NEW FOUND ♥♥♥♥♥
AND YAY, I LOVE XMAS (: (: (: (:
SCRIMMAGE WITH NP TMR!!
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|09:17 pm] |
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Yesterday:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH HUAT! (: Hope you have enjoyed your day with Adam! (: Today: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYEE! Hope you enjoy your day watching Diamond! (:
 
This is my advance Christmas card from Jiaqi! (:
With plenty of Matsuken’s pictures! (: Thank you girl!
And lastly, CHRISTMAS EVE!
Who can i spend my day with? ((: 
Kanata Hongo. Please grow fatter! ):
Same age but younger than me. ((:
Today i have been spending my day at home, fandoming and watching movies. This is how i spend my lovely day at home. ((: I am totally enjoying it. I need more time alone.
P.S I got 2 blogs in total. Wonderful. :) |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|12:54 am] |
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Four days of Ultimate; trainings, trials and league. Tried hangover-ultimate, bought new boots, fell in love with a red bagpack, got blisters from the new boots, had headaches, had tipsy feeling. alcohol alcohol and with people i love. And we're just 2 days away from Xmas (: |
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[Dec. 20th, 2009|11:39 pm] |
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hi, im ziwei.
im an alcoholic.(not)
another night, puked like no tomorrow. this time, no rollovers.
and i played ultimate well with a fucking hangover now.
now, beat that!
side note, im hanging over still. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2009|11:19 pm] |
 
An picked me up for breakfast at east coast today, missed the sunrise cos we were too tired and couldn't get out of our own beds. I got to sleep longer cos he had to drive to my place first, how lucky! Tried something different for once for breakfast - got hotcakes with sausage instead of my diplomatic egg mcmuffin. After breakfast we were full to the brim so we walked around then went for a drive. East Coast has all those pretty merry go rounds set up. I really want to sit on one that's meant for adults above the age of 16. Imagine climbing on to an adorable carriage drawn by a wooden horse and then having it collapse beneath your rear end. We chatted about new years and what's to come of us come february 6th... Nothing's for sure but as far as we're concerned, nothing's pulling us apart. One day I'll write a very long list of things I want to do, and you'll be in almost all of them. Today you already made one come true - just another silly fantasy derived from dramas. Thank you dearest :)
I reached home about 12 and gobbled down my home cooked lunch (and finished the same time as cokes though when i had arrived home he was already halfway through) quickly changed and packed stuff into my bag and left the place. Was late meeting yv darling cos I went back for my earpiece - turns out we'd seen the timing wrongly and we ended up catching the 430pm show for New Moon. That left us with about 3 hours to kill - not a problem at all as we had to conquer leftfoot, forever 21 and cotton on. Headed to leftfoot first to get yv's shoes changed cos they're a tad too big for her.
THIS INDECISIVE GIRL
But I hope she's satisfied now hee hee. Conquered forever 21, pointed out which dresses we'd seen where, where we'd seen it online for cheaper, the braided tunic we almost got online together at about usd 11, but stopped cos they didn't have yv's desired colour and size - but they were in the store today, whereas mine wasn't. I don't know why I go into detail about this only to come to the conclusion that we both still cannot afford it. :D
By the way, yvonne tends to get drawn magnetically to the entrances of forever 21 everytime we descend from the escalator. It's quite entertaining to watch her walk one big loop about 2 inches from the entrance - only to swirl and go to the next escalator that will take us down or up.
HARDCORE SHOPPING SOON YV
We were too exhausted to conquer cotton on maybe cos the fact that it had only one level (HAHA) didn't pump adrenaline through our veins or maybe because there were so many people and we really wanted to leave. So we headed back to cine to get hairbands from diva for each other (to make ourselves feel better) and to lepak in kfc without ordering anything till we were about to leave - fries for the movie!
As usual, new moon was stiff at some points and really agonizing at some points in the sense that it gets kinda tiring watching moment after moment where each man tries to protect bella in his own warped way... It was definitely better than Twilight though. I loved the action bit with the Volturi - more movement, less silence. Always works. I want all four books again!!
Loved today. But no such thing as a perfect day - I'm exhausted now and struggling to finish my project part for MICE. It's quite all over the place and our group doesn't really see a direction... Hopefully that changes tomorrow. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2009|12:13 am] |
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I'm going to start this post with this sentence:
I am too tired to blog.
But I contradict myself so I will continue talking. The past week has been a hectic one, with interviews and projects and outings and collapsing into bed out of exhaustion has been a really common occurence for me. I've had three interviews - two at meritus mandarin and one at Les Amis - the latter is my dream place of work. But more on that if I do get in because endless compliments and dreamy talks about their perfect interior design, friendly staff and beautifully designed intricate plates with hand painted gold rims will being me nowhere if I am not ultimately going to work for them.
See how I begin?
Mom returned on Tuesday with a fractured wrist - that's two injured people in the house already. Just yesterday we were sharing about how angry we were at the careless accident... But time makes them all good. I helped her change her bandages and watched as she unravelled them to reveal a severely bruised wrist right below the area of the broken bone. The scratchy bandage left her in discomfort and when it was replaced with a smoother, softer one, the ache of the fracture came back. No coaching till February for her, and no cooking and baking as well. No more strength and conditioning training sessions with the sports school. As for me, I had my third physio session yesterday with my new therapist who said that my ankle range had gotten better but strength was pathetic. I still ache in the same areas and she ruled out running and swimming, effectively ruling out singapore biathlon next year too... And I was looking forward to improving my timing with training. Even if I recover in time to participate, I wouldn't have trained, and a sudden jump back into the sport with 1.5k swimming and 10k running is not the best way to treat my bone impinged ankle especially since it'll be the day before my first day of internship.
Days are passing really fast and my holiday is going to end soon. I'm torn between saving the breaking team and depleting numbers coming for training, catching up with friends, catching up with projects, spending time with An before he enlists and staying home to help mum as much as possible. Where do I come in? I've had so many things collapsing on me that I haven't had a chance to really sit at one side and breathe... Except today, when I was reading Yv's If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia Ahern by the poolside while waiting for the bbq pit users to clear their tentages and leftover food out of the pool so I could lock up.
I worked overtime by an hour and was not paid ok!!!
In fact I'm complaining to yv online now too. But enough of that, I'll live...
Tomorrow An's picking me up for a quick breakfast and it'll be the first i've seen of him in a week. I don't know if I'm gonna be alert enough to wake up for the sunrise - i may just end up grabbing breakfast with him. After that it's a long awaited outing with my BBBBBBBBBBB HAHA
I'm getting tired. I'm going to stop blogging. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2009|09:26 pm] |
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[Dec. 19th, 2009|04:10 pm] |
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Was out when my friend called.
Hey where are you posted to?? he said.
I was like, it's out already?
So he helped me check online and told me that i was posted to OCS.
Was in a state of disbelief at that moment.
Stop pulling my leg was my reply.
But he didn't sound like he was lying.
Was actually wondering if i would make it there especially during the last few weeks of BMT.
i mean my performance according to my own judgment could have been better.
or was it just me?
Well i'm actually in a state of mixed emotions.
Happy that i got into the officer course, but at the same time, im sad that i got to book in come monday and leave this civilian life that i have been enjoying for this 1 1/2 wks.
But i'm not complaining.
Because maybe NS is the small price i have to pay to be fortunate to be born in Singapore.
i would rather trade 2 yrs of my time serving this nation rather then be born in the middle east or some lesser country.
this 2 yrs. i'll make the best out of it :) |
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[Dec. 18th, 2009|08:20 pm] |
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I have never had a nerve-wrecking wait in my life until today.
It has been the longest wait in my life and i'm going crazy.
I need to know that you're ok.
That everything is ok.
I need to know what's happening.
Its the fear that is haunting me.
But no matter what happens, know this.
My stand is clear.
And it won't waiver
Its going to be 2010 soon.
A New Year with New Beginnings
And hopefully a new start to our lives. |
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| Fuck it |
[Dec. 18th, 2009|12:47 pm] |
I feel really disappointed in myself.
and currently, I am really sad.
Life just sucks when everything comes together at a go.
Trying to solve one after another.
Fucking sucks.
I hate my life. fuck it.
sometimes it is better to die or just disappear from this fucking systematic world.
Finally my phone had stopped ringing with messages.
Fuck it.
I dont need a phone. |
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| down the lane, pukefest ftw. |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|11:39 pm] |
BEST NIGHT EVER. SO EPIC. JUST IMAGINE THE WHOLE GROUP OF US DOWNING 5 BOTTLES AND THEN ONLY 2 SURVIVING, LOOKING AFT EVERYONE PUKING OUTSIDE AT THE LANE AND THE WHOLE LANE WAS WET WITH OUR MIXED PUKE AND THEN THEY CONSTANTLY TOLD STRANGERS "HI U MIGHT WANT TO MAKE A DETOUR, THIS IS A PUKE FEST. MY FRIENDS ARE ALL PUKING SO U MIGHT WANT TO AVOID THIS AREA THANKS WE'RE SORRY" HAHAHAHA
hellavu night
peace
zeeweeei |
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[Dec. 17th, 2009|12:35 pm] |
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found this on tumblr. EPIC.
hahaha. i love supernatural!!!
ok back to SQM. zzz. 2 more days to BKK!!!! |
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